cherish ur life for your life is owned by you. memories are meant to be cherished too:))

2009-12-11T11:26:00.002+08:00

back from my kl trip! hahah
went to stay at meiyi's apartment

everyday was soooo good, shopping without much stress and worrying about stuff
it's just.. shopping eating sleeping chatting etc etc
it's just so enjoyable
haha perhaps the most stressful part is to decide what clothes to choose and buy
lol

back here, need to worry and plan for so many stuff
things undone, left hanging, misunderstandings, miscommunications, helplessness blah blah
sometimes i just feel like not coming back here haha

but on a random note,
i love my section mates much :D

2009-11-28T21:40:00.002+08:00

haha as i blog-surf, i can't help but wonder if i made the right choice to get into nj

i've been deciding if i should post this, but i guess...

i've been self deceiving and trying to convince myself that my class is okay, there's still the glimpse of hope to be bonded blah blah..

i mean its definitely better than the start of the year, but through this year, there had been so much gossips, bitching, conflicts within the class that it awes me sometimes.

though there's this group of like 15 of us that is closer (perhaps due to pw or what), but it's still troubling me at times

i have to agree to huiqin that our class is made up of so many people of different characters, and the bad thing is, all the characters clash

through each gossip session that we had, i learnt more things of the hidden side of each of my classmate, and began to know more about them?

but i really think it's quite difficult to bond the whole class together..

besides class, the school sucks actually
i don't know, it looks good and reputable on the outside, but once you're inside, it kind of puts you off when you see the way they handle stuff

that's actually how i thought of phs when i first entered into it like 4 years ago
totally. same experience and feeling.

but phs made me experience quite a lot of stuff (except for the grad night part which i still couldn't get over it)

lol, maybe it will all come to a good end till next year?
i really hope can mug with classmates, hahah, its really more feasible i guess

and i'm not emo-ing, just some sudden thoughts that i want to write down. haha

2009-11-08T13:44:00.003+08:00

went for the new balancerealrun today..
but the mood wasn't even there in the first place.

never felt so lonely in the bus this morning before..
the silence was deafening.
really couldn't take it.

through the run, it was still ok, though had quite a lot of flashbacks and i kept thinking of the msg..
but running made me forget things and just want to finish the whole thing..

we crossed the finishing line in 1.3hrs for 10km race, but, there wasn't much joy to jump about or anything..
why do things have to turn out like that

my mind is filled with the images of the msg, not that i want to keep reading it, but... just couldn't help it i guess...
sat down at some random place in the exhibition hall, starred into empty space and everything just came crashing i guess..
it was so ovewhelming..

i'm tired of worrying and thinking of the same old stuff whenever i wake up.. sometimes it gets on my nerves..

the joy and happiness and the sense of achievement weren't evcn there in the first place, there was only a sense of sadness and remorse.

If only it was 4 of us and not 3 running...

2009-10-26T18:53:00.003+08:00

haha, i realised i didn't post anything for quite long, but don't know why the sudden urge to post here today..

i guess i don't have other channels of expressing my feelings..

but anyway,

after promos had been PW all the way.

i really love PW, as in not the subject itself, but just my group mates. (:

a lot of the hard work together, tonning the night till dawn to rush out our wr, staying back in CA3 to play cards+discuss+eat+gossip+bitch about photos on fb..

heheheh, i think today is really fun and makes us dont want to end days of pw..

gossiping today was really great :D and we know more about each other also, enjoying in the air-con room till 6pm. :D

handed in wr today, really our hardwork.

took group pictures with our wr..

now we're left with I&R and OP..

it's ending soon, but we dont want it to end... can't bear to leave behind the fun and laughter we had all these days...

but, i dont want to end that friendship too.. too precious.
how come things have become this?

2009-07-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

PICTURESSSSSS! :D
GRANDSTAND + PW!!! (: (:

PW MATES! :D (very blur though :/)

this pic is so cool! depicts the long flight of stairs in NJ! D:

camwhoring session on friday when bio tutorial was cancelled!

this pic is the coolest! :D

fun people! :D going out tgtr with them! (:

2009-07-17T23:02:00.007+08:00

:D TGIF!
its the weekend again!
(i got a lot of pics to upload, but blogger isn't cooperating. hahahaha)

tues was harmoc's stepdown session!
really like the one-sided shoe which edlyn drew herself and all the letters that seniors wrote for us. (:
though may not be very close to some of the seniors, but really feel glad to be part of a very fun group of people.

really hope our current batch will make seniors proud. :D

next week's prac will be the official day of stepping up and assuming our new roles.
but i think it will be quite usual cause we will still talk a lot and gossip. hahahahaha

yeah! and next tues is nj's holiday in lieu of college day! (finally a FULL day off! )woohoooooo~~~~
harry potter and class outing!!!!!! :D :D :D

and i think kiss the rain and the river flow in you are very nice piano pieces. :D
yiruma's a long-lost talent. so much emotions in just one song. and the feelings,rubato, climax, cres,etcetc
amazingly great :D
how i wish i can have 1/4 of his talents. lol

oh ya, i forgot to mention, today was our clique 'sleeping in lectures and photos of all sorts of weird poses being snapped on phone'. hahahahaha.
its seriously damn funny, made us lose focus, esp yilin :D

but i can't upload all her unglam photos, so shall go create an album in facebook! wahahahah :P

2009-07-15T19:49:00.002+08:00

hehehehehehehe, i think our sch's pw is damn slow. :P
we are still at our 1st draft of EOM! LOL.

everything is so slow-paced (excluding lectures, though the speed at which they teach has slowed down quite a lot :D ), even marking ct papers.
we just got back like 1.5 of the total number of papers that we took.
and its close to 2 weeks already!! hahahahahaaha :D

got some pictures want to upload but still not ready yet?
lol.

random:
"i've been laughing so much in school i'm abs!" :P hahahaha

2009-07-06T18:50:00.001+08:00

5 days holiday is ending soon! ):

tomorrow will be the start of the hectic school life again! ):

2009-07-03T00:38:00.004+08:00

:D
today went out with the 4 girls again. hahahahaha
so happy, just ate at sakae and sat there for like 3 hrs. LOL
played those duper lame games like fuzzy wassy, black magic, etc etc.
and again we wasted food again, but we found a clever way to add it!
thanks to xinyi, it was super funny. :D

and theres a side dish that everyone shouldn't even like order, we had to play games and use that as forfeit. it tastes like minced meat rather than salmon.
hahhaha, but we laughed very loudly i think. LOL. and i think the auntie recognised me and yilin for that time when we went as a pw group to have lunch at the same place also.
lol

:D after that walked around, laugh like madness :p

yeaaaa i loveeee them man! :D :D
greattt friendsss! :D

me and xinyi waiting online for the channel u show to start at 1am. hahahaha :p
and becoming maggiemarket crazy. LOL

i found this pic on fb and its quite funny. hahahas :D

2009-07-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

COMMON TEST IS OVEERRR! (:
overwhelmed, happy like crazy, smiling every sec of dont need to study (for the time being)
and the long holiday ahead!! hahahahahahahaha.
(anyway is only for bio people! :P)

the papers were really killer, just as what the seniors had said. lol
the chem mcq today was... ... we just chose the ans that we liked.
HAHA.

went city hall after exams with yilin, sam, xinyi and eunice. :D
had astons, ben and jerry's and walked walked.
most shops were closed, cause we ended our exam in the evening.
had a great time laughing and being so carefree! lol.
but ben and jerry's at raffles place made us pissed off.

i love the 5 days ahead!
SHOPPING!
better than june holidays since don't need to squeeze with people. wahahaha :P

2009-06-13T16:36:00.002+08:00

thanks to yilin and xinyi for going to the IT fair ytd, and helping me decide my laptop. (:
and saw cute guy promoter. HAHAHA

i realise how boring it is to be at home alone, when nobody talks to you, and you can only wallow in self-pity.
lol.
i cooked smth very disgusting for lunch just now, but i didn't want to go out into the sun to buy food, so had to make do with it.

2weeks to common test, and there seems like so many things not yet done!!

2009-06-06T09:11:00.002+08:00

conclusion of the day: my PW group is super spendthrift. :P

on thursday, we had to meet the pw teachers, so we went to ichiban sushi to wait for them and have our dinner there.
the pw heads said our previous idea was very interesting, so in the end, now we are working on the old idea. -.-
because of SOME people who said that the 2 topics were similar. shit them man. wasted so much of our effort.
and the talk was soooo long and i can't even go back for the last part of elects camp's concert!! ): ):
felt damn disappointed. i wanted to see the video plus play the songs tgtr with the j1s!!!!!!
but i think they did a great performance though. (:

then ytd, we met at national library to research.
but didn't really do much, cause we were sort of brain-dead.
and so we went to sakae sushi for high time buffet. lol!
and discussed our proposal there, before proceeding back to nlb and continue our discussion.
maybe we have to go sleepover at someone's hse today though, to finish up the stuff. :/

after that we did something childish.
cause we love the lift going up and down, so we took to the 14th level, and wanted to 'zoom' down to the 1st level. hahahahas.
we were so excited la! :D
walked around bugis junction for a while then headed back home.

(:
my pw mates rock. :D

2009-06-03T21:10:00.004+08:00

STRESS!!
i thought we could at least rest a while after submitting our GPP, but now come the bad news.
our project is off focus and had to see the pw committee tmr.
i really hate it. we spent so much effort doing out the whole proposal and now, we may have to scrape it off once again.
): ):

somemore tomorrow there will be harmoc elects camp +seniors' farewell concert and i really don't want to miss it just to meet those people.
):
really don't know what to do.

feeling breathless again. shit

2009-05-30T00:24:00.004+08:00

SUPER NICE CLASS PHOTO!!! :D :D :D

just back from 4E class dinner!! :D :D

it was fun at seoul garden, though we were separated into different tables, and the bill came up to $500++.Lols. 28 of us. (:

its very cool to see all of us in different sch uniforms, and still able to have so many of us having dinner together just before the june holiday starts. :D

it rocks! (: (:

i love 4E!

the bbq stench is still there though! :/

2009-05-21T21:05:00.002+08:00

I HATE PW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
had to do redo our whole GPP!!!!!
and the teachers just hinted to us to scrape off our project today!!!
shitttttttttttttttttttttttttt

arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-05-15T20:42:00.004+08:00

YEAH TODAY IS THE "UNOFFICIAL" LAST DAYY OF SCHOOL FOR US!!!!!
although next week theres only lectures, and somemore in the afternoon. :D :D
ultra mega happyyyyyyyyy :) :) :)
i love SISC and ISSF, hope nj will host again next year, then can have 2 weeks early break :D :D

anyway today went for the taiwan immersion programme interview, which was in chinese.
normal conservation, but i realised its getting more difficult to express my views in chinese. hahahas.
hope all of us will get in! i can't wait for itttt! :D :D

then our class had to do some "shitty work" which is to clean the corridor areas cause of the college day tml.
people walking past us were like saying " are they doing cwo?"
embarassing.

somemore that teacher still say we didnt wipe the chairs properly, "superficial work"
shit her man. she clean herself la, old hag.

after that went to island creamery with half of class!! :D :D
ice-creamssssss + loads of retarded photos, making a din there. :P
its so relaxing and somemore it was raining heavily, so makes it more cosy.
we took a "slutty family picS" also.

this is the more decent grp photo that we had.

the poses that we had were soooooo gay. lol
( i just saw them upload the photos on facebook :P)

then 5 of us ( me, sam, yilin, xinyi and eunice) went bishan! ( though we took the wrong bus!) lol
cause yilin and eunice had ndp interview at bishan, so we went there to eat and see also. :D
j8 has nothing to buy except food at basement. hahahahas, we are greedy people! :P

yeah going Victoria Concert Hall for ISSF cultural night on tues!!
i feel sooo excited for next week! :D

facebook games are the new things in our class! LOL

2009-05-11T00:30:00.003+08:00

most recent class photo (3/4 of class) :D

the reflection is cool

(i still miss 4e though :/)

yay doing my part of GPP now! tomorrow no school! woooooo~~
anyway this week will be the unofficial last week of sch for us cause next 2 weeks will only have lectures and no tutorials. :D :D
how good can that be~~
because of issf and ssef! yeah yeah (:

i'm getting lesser and lesser sleep on school days nowadays! 4plus hrs yet i feel more energetic sometimes! quality sleep :D

sidenote: my the other com was attacked by virus again.

YEAH TOMORROW 4E'S CLASS GATHERING!! :D :D
super happy (:

2009-04-30T19:51:00.002+08:00

NJC HARMONICA SYF 2009

section photo still with weini. :D
these were taken BEFORE the results were out.
the results are totally lame and ______ (don't know how to describe)
all the 8 sch that participated today had silver.
yea ALL.
even though there is sooooo much difference between the sec sch grps and jc grps, but we still got the same award. -.-

its really exasperating. really have to admit that nj's performance was damn good, vj and aj's also.
the movement and quality were super good.
but yet, the award didn't make any satisfied.
):

2009-04-28T19:51:00.001+08:00

these few days have been real tiring!
rushing out PI, tests, etc etc
but after tomorrow, it will be a super good week to look forward to! ;D
after submittion of PI can relax more (:
no need to keep doing drafts! :D :D :D
woo~~

2009-04-24T20:59:00.002+08:00

this week was scary!
filled with tutorials, disgusting lectures, PI drafts, bio test, chem test.........
its really damn stressful that we just use food to de-stress. lol.
(now doing my PI draft 6! have to perfect it! )

now i know why they are rushing their lectures like mad, cause we will be having holidays 2wks before the real holidays start.
they organising the SISC
but still have to go back during june holidays.
somemore after holidays is common test. lol.

glad that canteen food is nice, its really important i think. at least we can look forward to our breaks while struggling through.
hahas.

today's bio lecture test was sucky. everyone said that, but bio teacher said this is just a 'warming up'.
killer papers are bound to come for promos and common test.
imagine to memorize DNA and everything....

today after lessons was damn funny, cause yilin didn't realise that her shoebag was missing from 2nd lesson until like 4 plus.
LOL. so we 2 went around classrooms to find, and lucky some kind-hearted souls returned to general office. (:

deciding if i going for taiwan immersion trip at the end of year.
18days, sounds fun, somemore i think will have other schs joining. (:
but there will be homestay for the taiwanese people for 15 days.
and huiting will be signing up, so maybe can go for the trip together?

still not very sure, but next year we want to go maldives for OCIP! :D :D

back to working on my PI! (:

2009-04-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

just finish my PI draft 4.
damn difficult. spent 3 hrs on it. =/
practically redo the whole thing. lol

tmr will be school's election rally for student counsel.
these few days the whole school 'hyped' up with campaigning, everywhere with posters.
got damn funny posters that we went around the sch to look for the series.
hahahahs, damn bad, but, can't help it. :P
so tmr there won't be lessons! whole day listen to campaigning session. wooo~~
and CIP at zhenhua pri also.
hope they will be cute ;D

sometimes when i blog-hop, i will see how people are enjoying their life at jc.
it makes me kind of envious.
hahas, guess almost everyone in my sch will say that?
idk, but today bio teacher asked our class a ques,

"do you all regret coming to this school?"
"YESSSSS..."

the reply was really, direct and unanimous... ...
i don't know how i should feel

should i regret that i have come to this school?
i really feel damn tired sometimes, feel discouraged living in the school.
1 and half years more to go.
=/

2009-04-11T19:43:00.002+08:00

today went for lunch with regina at subway. (:
talked school, etc etc.
a simple lunch can be just as great.

then went back to phs guzheng :D
9more days to syf.
hmm, atmosphere still not very tense yet, i would say.
but i was standing behind and looking at the way they play, movement sound quality really had a vast improvement,
but i think still lack of the bit of passion just like what a lot to them said during their heart-to-heart talk just now.

lasted for about 2 hours, the sec4s said a lot of stuff.
made me and joannas think of 2 years back when it was our syf.
hahas.
we cried at one of the session, veryvery near to the competition, trying to make everyone bond together...
and last time it was more harsh training than they are having now. lol.
like we had to sing the tune in the canteen so that the seniors at the other end can hear.
and practising in the hall at 6plus in the evening, with our costumes, running around... ...
encouragement that we gave each other, etc etc.
it meant so much to us, though tiring but nevertheless its still enjoyment. (:

but i really think that this year's sec 4 put in a lot of effort and hardwork.
looking at the way they work to get plans out, to organise extra practices...
they are really the best! :D

PHS GUZHENG- TOWARDS GOLD WITH HONOUR! :D

and on the day of performance we may be able to go and see and help cause we can get excuse! :D
wooo~
but don't know nj will allow or not la. :/

2009-03-28T21:32:00.003+08:00

doing my pw PI now. ):
difficult and i don't know the format cause the 'smart guide to PW' that the sch gave apparently is of not much usage.

anyway last thurs was supposed to be a half day, but in the end we didn't have lessons cause chem teacher cancelled it.
and the great thing was.
we were at the mac near sch by the time we received the msg! totally wasted our time!

forget it, but yesterday was fun, cause we kept laughing and laughing during lessons, esp bio. :P
and we went to the school's balcony to take pictures! lol. the whole stretch of hwachong is super long, and we took picture with the super nice building of nanyang girls. haha!

i was trying to sort my pictures folder and chanced upon this photo among other class photos that we had. the colours really look very good. (:
yeah, 4endurance08

2009-03-25T19:13:00.002+08:00

i am more free now! lol.
practice is only once weekly until syf is over. should i be happy? :S

anyways, today went back to phs to collect our graduation cert. impromptu decision that we made, cause we next week don't have time. hahas.
saw guzheng practice!!! lols!
its really veryvery nice, all the movements all stuff, and i really miss those times that we practised hard together, pointing out each other mistakes (:

(:
and they are still the same, fun and cute as usual. :D
miss them alot.

tomorrow is a half day, but its sort of special cause we start sch at 12noon only. (:
haha! but my lesson ends at 1pm, have to wait for cca till 4pm. lol.
having class breakfast at king albert's park first before going sch! :D
quite lame la, 1hr to the end of lesson.

and pw sucks. especially with a demanding teacher. :S

2009-03-20T09:06:00.003+08:00

its FRIDAY again! (:
but i don't like this friday, cause it means that sch is starting again soon.
which equals to hectic life plus stupid pw is starting. ):

anyways,
my cousins just went back!
hahas.
the naughty little boy that has unlimited evergy and talks like a little adult.

didn't go back for syf showcase at phs on wed, cause harmoc camp ended at the same time as theirs. ):
don't be demoralised! i think we always have the tendency not to perform as well on the school stage right! hahas. don't worry! (: everything will be superduper good on syf day! :D :D

really hope that i can go back to support!

yeah, 1st study session later! :D

2009-03-19T12:22:00.002+08:00

back from harmonica camp yesterday!
2days 1night. its kind of torture camp, though they call it training camp.
hahaha.
most of the time was spent blowing harmoc, with only 2 hrs of games, and night trail which was kind of.... lame :S
theres nothing to scare us, and we just walk around the whole sch, on the field, etc etc.
lol.
reached home at 2plus then slept! :D
super tiring. but co and guzheng camps are even more hiong, 3days until ytd 10pm! lol. poor wanen. :P

now i have to complete all the hw!~~
hais, its really alot alot alot. ):
i realised that when you can't do a math ques, leave it and then go back to it a few more days,
you will miraculously find a solution to it! haha!

加油! (:

2009-03-13T19:35:00.003+08:00

wanted to upload some pictures, but can't ):
nevermind!
this week had been fun i think! lols.
though is mostly lessons and tutorials, but had a lot of laughter during lessons. (:
school is getting better! :D

today didn't have practice cause school closing early, staff outing.
and its going to be the start of march holidays! :D
though it won't be much of a holiday, with homework that's never ending.
but it's still ok. (:
harmoc camp on tues and wed, and after that will be freeeeeee! :D
maybe going out with class people? lol. and we thought of buying black converse class shoe! HAHA! that will be so cool ! :D

and today, being the last day of school, we treated ourselves to jap food in school!
super nice!!! hahahaas.
maybe we were just too hungry :P
but i think our school's food is nice, as in quite a lot of stuff to choose from and they are really not bad. :D

anyways lectures are still going at the speed of lightning, and the teachers speak so damn fast as though their tongues are super flexible! hahahas.
and the chem lecturer attempted to explain the whole electronic structure to us in just 45mins, but in the end, we still catch no ball. :P
hahahaha. but tutor is going through thoroughly when sch reopens, so its still ok, and can have the lecture time to talk! :D

and! bio is fun! though a lot of things to memorize but i still like it!
our tutor rocks! though he always digress to wake-boarding and going to Bali to hit people. HAHAHA!

had gp test today also! but i was feeling feverish, having a flu.
so! i slept about 15mins (: so nice.

pw starting when school reopens though :S
don't know how it will be like, but my teammates are good people. :D

i think term 2 is going to super packed, with projects, common test, etc etc coming up.
hope can pull through everything!! :D
oh ya, we are supposed to make a MV for april fool's day as a class! haha! how weird can that be?!

should be back to guzheng tomorrow! (:

2009-03-06T21:58:00.002+08:00

time really flies! it's friday again! :D
i really love friday, but i don't like cca to be on fri cause i want to be back home early and rest. lol. no choice la.
today had practice until 8pm, lucky dad came and fetch. (:
tried on the piano, deciding if i want to play the piano or harmonica in the band.
but i think i will most probably choose harmoc, cause its more fun to play together as a band than to play alone on the keyboard.
hahas.

practices had been really tedious and thrice a week to prepare for syf, though we aren't sure if we can get into the syf with just 1 month of learning. lol. but the song is very nice. :D

lessons had been ok, cause i have a class that is fun and quite slacky :P
as in we don't study during breaks, but eat in the canteen. haha!
canteen food is nice la, and we don't have many breaks in between lessons so studying won't be of much use either.

next week, last week of sch before march holidays! :D finally can take a rest! but theres still cca practices, and next week having tests! ):

since we have chosen the road that we want, i guess we can only continue walking and don't regret. but all the teachers have told us that jc life is really stressful plus tedious with cca and studies and everything. so, i think i must try to adapt and hopefully can manage well ba. (:

yeah, sorted out my thoughts, i guess.

but maybe monday will make me worried and scared of the upcoming tedious days of the week. lol. monday blues.

2009-02-28T23:29:00.002+08:00

yeah i love weekends. :D
cause don't need to wake up early, and can sleep late. lol

but today had 40th aniversary run + road run for whole school.
3.6km for girls i think, around the sch compound, which includes 2 very steep slope. -.-
but i still think that years ago phs's run at macritchie reservoir was even more tough and tiring.
hahas.

anyway lessons for the past week had been quite ok, just that some lessons really catch no ball. hahaha. but other friends also don't get it, so it's the lecturer's way of teaching that is weird.
anw i think my bio teacher rocks! (:
and my class has 22girls, 3 guys. lol. typical bio class.
but the girls in my class are very friendly! :D very happy and glad, as in, there aren't a lot of specific cliques, we just have lunch together and stuff like that. (:

i think i'm still psycho-ing myself to get used to everything, but will definitely try my best to make the best out of the 2 years there ba. hope it will be a great 2 years of studying? lol

2009-02-22T12:58:00.003+08:00

a sudden urge to blog? hahas.
school life during the last week had been ok, except thurs and fri i guess.
cause that was when we knew of our class allocation.
and stupidly, they split the whole og up into different classes even though we may haven taken the same combination. -.-
yep, so i'm alone, like other people, getting into a new class and have to adapt AGAIN. hais
but our og still remains fun and always going to the grandstand for meet-ups, so i guess its still ok?

i realised that jc life can really be scary and real stress compared to sec sch life.

me and ym had been talking about our sec sch life to our friends. hahahas!
very very funny.
and i realised how much i really miss phs and our class and teachers.
they really rock man.
(:

2009-02-08T21:54:00.002+08:00

first week at njc was orientation.
was great, especially the dance party on friday night! :D everyone was superduper high, and it certainly felt like being in a pub!
hahahas.

the games that we had, like final showdown and everything were real fun, and with our OGLs, external hunt etc etc.

at first i was regretting if i made the correct choice (i still think of it now and then), but i guess it's really alright and fun over there! :D

this coming week there will be lectures for us, but we haven got our class allocations yet.

and we have 4 phs people in nj now! it's still very little i know, compared to other schools.
like they can do their own sec sch cheer in the middle of the field, but how can 4 small cats possibly do the same thing? hahas.

and i really miss everyone in class and phs and everything. ):
i miss the times when me, regina, jiayi and xinpei were together.... and really a lot more.
like during the orientation i will be reminded of the camps and cheers that we did in the past.
hahas.

i hate to feel that everyone is enjoying their jc life but i don't.
so, i will get out and be happy. (:
let's hope.

2009-01-22T10:00:00.002+08:00

finally settled on my shoes! =D
thought that i couldn't get one after going so many places yesterday. lol
and we each got a pair of shoes, so yesterday was deemed as a fruitful day!

hope today will also be! (:
SHOPPING!!

2009-01-15T21:59:00.002+08:00

finally, after many days of sturggling with decisions and being wavered, i am up with a decision le..
putting national jc as first choice. :D

had struggled with like countless of jcs, like ajc, nyjc, vjc, njc for the past few days since results day.
everyday i will change my mind. everyday i will come up with a new school that i think i want to go to. lol

but thanks to all the people around for giving me advices. really :D
made me think through and come up with my decision.
if not i think i still will be swaying like a tree in the storm. lol

and yesterday's day out with rudderbucks made me think a lot and came up with the decision too. thanks a lot for the talks and everything. :D
and for bearing with the countless worries and troubles that i keep saying.
really. great friends are hard to come by. :D

2009-01-13T22:41:00.001+08:00

veryvery confused.
i dont know where to go...
very tired of thinking already.
everytime when i seemed to put my mind on smth, then someone or something will make me waver.

tired.
hope i can get everything done and over with it.

2009-01-10T20:42:00.002+08:00

yesterday was spent at cooking+ winning money (hahahahas! :p) + taking loads of photos+chatting at cafe cartel :D :DD

ytd met up real early, to get the ingredients.
me, pris, ivan and sj. (:
then went to sj's house to start cooking!! hahahas.
my dish-- spaghetti
pris's dish-- honeydew with sago
ivan's dish-- fried rice with sausage+ charsiew pork
sj's dish-- chicken wings and coleslaw
:D
at first thought that we cannot make it, but we succeeded!! hahahas
and it was veryvery nice! (:
glad that sy enjoyed it!
we still served the food like hotel style. lol. and i got one picture of a plate of spaghetti which sj and pris helped me to decorate one. :D
after that wash up all the plates+clean up the place.
and then, it was the routine mahjong+ card games! ;D
i didnt play mahjong, cause dont really know how to play, but my dad going to teach me i think. (:
card games= winning money.
LOL :p
didnt have dinner cause we were still very full after that lunch.
so at night we went to cafe cartel for desserts.
and chatted until 11pm then went home. :D

very happy and glad that ytd was a success!
and we took 100 over photos! thats the most that we took over so many years :D

my mum still reminded me not to burn down people's kitchen when i was about to leave the house ytd morning. hahahahs.

my spaghetti! ;D

the spread of food that we had!

pris's honeydew sago!

ivan's fried rice!

sj's chicken wings and coleslaw!

:D :D :D

so glad that i have this group of friends...
(:

2008-12-27T13:30:00.003+08:00

yesterday :D
went settler's cafe at clarke quay, played a few games... hahahas.
was quite noisy inside la, cause those groups play till damn crazy then shout here and there. lol
so we spoke quite loudly too. :p

then went to changi airport! terminal 3! :D
first time there, then was trying to look for poker cards so that we can settle there and play,
but walked through the place, only to find a deck of cards, costing $15.
hahahahas. obviously didnt buy la!

so trained to suntec city to settle our dinner at swensens, then during the train ride,
laughed like siao, cause they were talking about sy's wedding dinner. lols!
we thought of what gift to give le lehs! ;P

after dinner went to search for our deck of cards (again), and finally!
found it at carrefour! :D so cheap somemore, $1. lols!
played at the maui wowi cafe! hahahs, memory game. :P
everytime go out also laugh like crazyyyyyyyyyy. :D

fun fun fun! (:

2008-12-26T10:36:00.002+08:00

it's boxing day!! :D

yesterday's christmas was spent at shopping centres! (:
my dad was like a santa claus carrying lots of stuffs. LOL

theres not much to blog nowadays, just that i am enjoying the holidays! hahas.
going shopping almost everyday, then clearing my room for cny and stuff.

and i miss my cousins lehhhhsssssssss!
1 year never see their cuteeeee face!
really 1 year!
didnt return back to grandma's hse cause this year o'level!
arrgh! i bet they are so cute now!
:D :D
yeah, but going to see them in 1 month's time!
can't wait! (:

going out rudderbucks later~~~
yeah! :D :D

2008-12-25T00:49:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
:D :D

2008-12-17T22:33:00.003+08:00

random:

sometimes it amaze me how 3 notes on a piano can be composed into such a great song, why people can be so jealous of everything that they dont have and yet dont cherish what they have, why do humans like us contradict so much, why do we do things for the sake of doing, why do we feel guilty about something and not do anything about it, why do people like to poke their nose into everything and give some really unnecessary comments or whatsoever............

they are just some random thoughts that i had while shopping, observing people, reading stuffs from books, etc etc. hahas, it seems nothing, but it makes one think a lot.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
anyways!
went shopping with cousin today at plaza sing. hahas
went there to get some papers to make christmas cards? lol
but haven decide on anything yet.
had to keep a look-out for watches also. hahas, my brother needed it for his gf.
so helped him choose one, but didnt buy on the spot cause bro didnt see the design, and i dont dare to help him make decision or else i have to pay for that expensive watch. lol.

tomorrow going down to novena? hahas. to ~~visit~~ disturb regina if she working, and to get some handicraft stuff. (:
getting myself to do some work, and so i haven feel the boredom. yet.

2008-12-15T00:59:00.002+08:00

quitted my job today..
supposed to feel happy? or relieved rather, cause dont have to wake up and rush for work, coming home dead-beat.

but i think it will take time for me to be used to waking up in the early morning and realising that theres no anticipation or anything.
hahas.

my mindset changes a lot within weeks.
and i feel super sad leaving the job today, cause knew a lot of people there already, and i feel bad for leaving only after such a short period of time.
they are really really great people, at least we have fun and joke around, when the manager is not in. ;P

and they taught me a lot, really. (:

and i will go back and buy things from there to increase the sales! definitely! :D

2008-12-07T01:06:00.002+08:00

so tiring to be working!
i hate working!
lol.
just want to get some experiences in the society, but its really tiring.

but going to quit soon, so will try to perserve till the end, or until i really cannot stand it.
lol

but! thanks to regina, cause you have to listen to me grumble so much la!
for 2 consecutive days? :P
hahahas :D

2008-12-02T16:24:00.002+08:00

back from KL trip! :D
hahahahas, it feels super good to be back home again.. lol

the trip was okay, but it was real busy at KL,
bad points:
1. there was traffic jam practically everywhere round the clock, and people cross the road when it i red light. -.-
2. then monorail had to wait for more than 1 hr for each ride, which at most could carry 200 people.
3. air pollution was bad
4. went to a stupid restaurant in times square (the alleged nice shopping centre) and had cold porridge!

good things are that bought a lot of clothes, and the prices aren't cheap though they claim its the sale. hahahahas.
and finally, on the last night of the trip, we managed to have a decent dinner, and was super crowded. :D

at Penang, we went to a place that the channel 8, 9pm show is filmed in that old house, a lot a lot of exquisite antiques. and those pots and pans, old type of living... :D
it's really nice! :D

will post some of the photos tomorrow? (:

just now went to buy textbooks with my cousin, then saw those that we had used before..
really miss the feeling of studying, mugging everyday. hahas
its really better than stepping out into the society to work i think.

and i have never had the feeling of reading all my books during the holidays before.
though exams had been over to close to 1 month, but i feel of relieving the whole process again.
working hard with all the classmates, teachers trying their best to fill us in with knowledge......

2008-11-24T01:04:00.002+08:00

dont have anything interesting to blog, but just feel like writing something. lol
mmm.....

going for KL and Penang trip on tuesday! :D
shopping spreeeeeeeeeeee~~~
(:
but these few days have already been spending a lot, hahahahas. :O
very satisfied!

looking forward to my trip! wooooo~~

going to get more storybooks tomorrow! yay!

2008-11-23T11:35:00.002+08:00

friday!
went out my rudderbucks! :D
hahas, looonnnngggg time didnt meet up la!

so, we roamed the streets, with no destinations in mind, self-entertained....
lol. :P
but it was fun!

and we ended up watching Shutter at cineleisure movie chamber.
wasnt very scary, cause that was american's version.
i was thinking what to have for dinner during the movie. hhahahahas. xD

ended up at wheellock place and had dinner at nydc. :D
was very hungry so couldnt care much, but the food was nice!
(:

we going to find jobs also! yay! =D
i love rudderbucks man! haha! hope we meet up real soon! :DDDD

2008-11-21T00:22:00.002+08:00

4E bikers' gang! :DDDDD

prom night's group photo!

class photo! (:

out with rudderbucks tomorrow (later) ! :D

2008-11-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

back from chalet! =DD

best part was our BIKERS' GANG!
hahahas, 19 of us went night cycling to changi from pasir ris! :D
its suppeeeeerrrrr cooll, though veryvery tiring!
:D
and we have 19bikes outside our chalet, like some sort of bicycle rental shop! lol
people who went were: me, regina, novia, an na, chiagek, lijia, clara, keatonn, joel, aaron, darren, junhao, obenza, chinbin, jiacai, choonkeat, eugene, mingzhen and jianwei.
we cycled for around 20km (to and back), from 12.30am to around 5am in the morning.

dead beat, and actually the girls couldnt continue anymore through the cycle, but have to go on cause there is no turning back. hahahs.
then went to old changi hopsital. lols, some of us went up only.
actually quite scared, so didnt go into it, just walked around the entrance.

somemore we ran down, though we didn't see anything. lol :P
cycled back, saw a few gays along the way. hahahahhas. the boys were afraid of gays la! lols!
(:

it's realllyyy fun and exciting to be cycling in the middle of the night, cause the roads are soooo empty! (:

took pictures, and before that celebrated the nov babies' birthday with cake first. hahahas.
:D

the next day, everyone who went cycling had muscle pain, even till now.
the process of is fun, but the aftermath sucks like hell.
so slept for most of the time the next day, and many cannot tolerate the tiredness so they went home. haha

second night, they guys went to play pool, so we went to see. lol
quite cool lehs. :P
but i think its quite difficult to learn.

went back, some started to play mahjong, murderer, then hmm, something bad happened.
hahas, feel a bit guilty afterthat. lol

this morning had breakfast then came home! (: missed my bed, cause at chalet had to fight for a space on the bed la! hahahahahs.

last class chalet... ):
i think i will miss all the fun we had.
especially during night cycling.
its really the best!
:D

2008-11-16T01:13:00.003+08:00

dont know why, but i feel like i am losing a good friend........
hahas.

me and jiayi spent a lot today...
hahahahahahas. but it was fun! :D

and i take pictures of her so preeetttttyyyy lehs! :P

christmas coming! and town is so pretty! (:

lazy to upload photos. lol
after chalet ba..

2008-11-15T01:38:00.002+08:00

o'levels is over! ( though a bit late to say that =P )

GRAD NIGHT IS OVER! =DD
shall upload the pictures tomorrow! (:

2008-11-11T13:47:00.003+08:00

stayed back for chem consultation yesterday...
lols. mrs teo super cute.. hahahahahs.
she suggested us to wear pyjamas to grad night, cause the theme is DREAMS.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAS

then after that me, regina and xinpei went to pizzahut have lunch.
laugh until nearly died.
and couldn't even finish our lunch... hahahahahahas.
and just nice regina's 'good friend' appeared...
lols!
had loads of fun suan-ing her man! :P

last 2 papers! =D

2008-11-08T00:35:00.002+08:00

had a lot of things wanting to say, but yet, when i came up, my mind is a blank...

dont know how to write, dont know how to say......
a lot of dont knows... ... ... ...
(:

today had a nice talk. :D

do people put smiley faces for the sake of putting it?

2008-11-06T10:31:00.001+08:00

went to watch high school musical 3 with cousins after chinese paper yesterday :D
very nice! hahas. though very tired but didn't fall asleep. :P

going out to buy storybooks! :D :D :D

2008-10-31T20:50:00.003+08:00

i hate moving on.
and i dont want to see those _______ in the past!

cause i am used to not having to breathe the same air with them!

arrgh!
i love my school and my friends and everything now!

2008-10-16T02:43:00.001+08:00

sometimes i really wonder who should i believe in.

2008-10-12T18:42:00.001+08:00

studying at home is borrriinngggggggg....

):

2008-10-03T20:06:00.012+08:00

PHS GRADUATION DAY 2008

super nice class photo! :D

best class ever!

left:xinpei, regina, jiayi, me right: huiting, novia, mrs teo, me, regina

left: jiayi, yongmei, ms goh, me, an na, regina right: FAMILY PHOTO! hahas(:

left: me with novia!
(look at how much i have to tip-toe to be same height as her -.-)

dew, wengsun,novia,me,regina

left: me, yongmei, an na, jiayi, an na right: us with MR TAN CHEEEE WEEEEEEEE~~

left: with chairman darren (: right: with aaron (:

left: with mingzhen (: right: with weiting (:

MR TAN AGAIN! :D

left: with junhao (: right: us with christopher

left: with shimin (: right: with eugene (:

left: with daniel (: right: with joash (:

left: with joel (:

left: us with eugene (: right: act cute regina

left: with jiacai (: right: with sherri (:

left: with clara (: right: with yongmei and chiagek (:

( we trying to make her LOOK fat :P )

right: us with TAN WOAN CHYN

left: with zhiheng (: right: with keatonn (:

left: with an na(: (and xinpei XD) Right: with huiting and novia (:

grad gifts that i prepared (:

received letters and stuffs! :D

TODAY (10/03/2008)

graduation day.

supposed to be a sad and all teary thing, but i think all of us super high, esp, during chapel when video was shown, darren went up there to speak,etc etc.

and of course, the series of giving out grad gifts, and you can see everyone's tables filled with gifts.

this feeling rocks man. (:
the feeling of giving hope and love to your classmates to continue the journey towards o'levels :D

3/4 ENDURANCE(:

a truly great class to be with.

though we were formly separated groups of people coming from different classes, but after going through lots of things like taman negara camp, pulau ubin adventure camp, dragon-boating, countless chalets, carnival, teachers' day celebration, national day celebration, loads of class outings, etc etc.

it made us bond as a class, a spirit that keeps everyone together. (:

a class that is always late and slow for everything, and yet, we don't feel that we are in wrong. :P

hahas.

a class that makes the teachers 哭笑不得，just like what ms goh wrote in our cards,

" a class that is always testing her endurance all the time"

its so true. (:

will really really really miss the fun and laughter during lessons.

and from next week onwards, we have to face our books alone, conquering them by ourselves.

without the occasional jokes we play... ):

AND of course, without the gossips we share.. hahahahas. xD

thanks 4 Endurance for all the help that we have gave to each other, and of course, all the irreplaceable fun and joyous moments that we shared during lessons. (:

all will become part and parcel of our memories.

will never forget 4Endurance (:

and of course, not forgetting our sec 1 and sec 2 lives. (:

had a lot of fun during sec 1, especially with people like liquan, petrina, etc etc

i will never forget the times we shared during lessons, laughing and laughing like crazy people. (:

and thanks to the countless people for all the grad gifts, they are really great and i will aprreciate them! (:

2008-10-02T14:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday...
went for bowling with 4e people at safra's club. (:
ms goh joined us, and her reactions were so funny when she got 0points. lols.
she looked like one of us la.. -.-
then went arcade after that, and she played along also. hahahas. it was a funny scene. xD

then some went off, so the rest of us went to have dinner.
and she joined us, and talked a lot. :D
we sat there for very long also. hahas.
and after she left to meet her friend, we sat and continued talking.
and came to disgusting talks, which was ... ......
no comments. (:
but it was really super porn. hahahas.
and i still don't really get it la.

it was still quite early, so went to yishun's nearby playground and sat and talked. :D
until 10plus went home. hahas.
we told novia about what happened during chalet, and she was freaked out. hahas.

oh, and we broke the photo hunt record at safra's club! hahas.
combined 4e's power. :D

1 more day to graduation. ):
regina did a video wor! xD

2008-09-30T20:59:00.002+08:00

graduation...
in 3 days' time. ):

the school in which we have spent 4 years in, going through the fun, sadness, worry, etc etc
is going to end. ):

tomorrow is public holiday, and so it is left with thurs.
but thurs...
a bit useless to go school.
dilemma.
feel like going to school to see all the friends, but yet, it is boring with the lessons. )):

lessons these days had been fun, and i think everyone will cherish the last few days in school?
hmm, agree with zhiheng, cause i also don't want to know new friends in a new environment.
i need a lot of time to adapt, just like in sec 1.
and i don't want things to repeat like in sec 1

saw a group of jc people in train today. and they were laughing over some lame stuffs. -.-
and their laughter are so fake.
i don't want that to happen.
i want the friends that i have now. ):

2008-09-27T16:35:00.002+08:00

graduation in a week's time.
time flies.
we only have 4 days together, as a school, as a cohort, as a class.
): ):

sad, wanting to hold back all the memories.

and realised our class really took a lot a lot of photos since last year. hahahs.
the blog will always be there for us to think back.
but for now, i think it will be to cherish each and every day.

though we will still ba able to meet after graduation or what,
but we won't have the chance to come together and study as a class anymore.
and i think thats what i am going to miss?

):
why are we graduating so soon?

2008-09-14T01:18:00.002+08:00

a week of papers had just passed by...
but yesterday was cool but felt a bit undeserving at the same time.
cause 30 of us were late for chem exam. :P

BUT!
thats not our fault!
we were not even late la, we walked up at 10.05am, and by the time we reached the gallery, it was only 10.10am
and paper only starts at 10.15am.
so by right, the school only let us in at 10.10am,
but they let the other students in and started the paper early.
so, they ended up scolding us and made us waste around 5 mins. -.-

lame lame lame.

2008-09-07T00:16:00.002+08:00

just want to say!

regina, have fun bowling! :D

2008-08-31T22:06:00.002+08:00

bought watches today.. haha.
added on to my collections.
but it was 'cause my dad was buying one, then he asked me to choose one also.
and total amounted to $600. -.-
his is double of mine la, so not my fault. :D
and i can wear his out also! yay (:

bought jacket for overseas and school exams also.
super ex.
but can be worn for many places, so its still okay

bought a flip-flop for my brother as birthday present also.
ex lor. lols.

and bought many many stuffs la.
makes me feel guilty. ):

like spent $1000+ over one weekend!
oh man~~~~~~

2008-08-31T02:55:00.002+08:00

very guilty.
didnt go back townsville on friday. then i thought i could feel better cause nobody sms-ed to go back or anything.......

then ms ong sms-ed me at night and this was her msg:
hey, didnt see you guys this year. Hope everything is okay. Help me send regards to others. (:

arrgh arrgh arrgh.
i feel soooooooo bad after reading her msg.
):

she still remember us after so long yet we didnt go back.........................................

2008-08-29T14:10:00.002+08:00

yesterday was fun! not the teachers' day celebration though, but things that followed. :D
the school is just seriously plain stupid, waste time, lame, etc etc
they only gave us like 5mins to give the teachers all the presents cause they have to go on cruise. =.=
like we spent effort to do during recess time, in class and the day before after exams, and school ruined it.
but at least everyone contributed to make those boards and cards and everything. (:

after that, went out for celebration for jiayi's birthday! :D
hahahs, first time in 4 years that me, jiayi regina and xinpei go out together lehhhhss. :P
so we went to hk cafe at marina cafe, and there was very few people.
so regina went on with her series of embarassing and hilarious actions. LOLS
so cute la huh?
sat there for quite long, and we were noisy la, thanks to regina. xD
talkedd and took pictures, then went off.
and to avoid congestion in the mrt cause jiayi was carrying a bouquet of BALLOONNNSS, lols, we went back.. (:
took pictures again, then fell asleep on regina's shoulder. hahahahahas.
but only a while la, very tired.
and they all left at bishan LEFT ME!
lols. xinpei thought i fell asleep then still called me la! hahahahahahs! thanks man! =D

couldn't really describe all, vocab limitation, but it was truely fun and nice. (:
we should go out together more often, but we must remember to bring shades! (inside joke)
HAHHAHAHAHA! =P

2008-08-21T11:59:00.003+08:00

needed a break from school, so stayed at home today.
which is good, so i can have more time to think through lots of things.

feeling of being breathless, not because of anything, but because of what is bothering inside me.
getting tired of going to school, study, etc.
it sucks.

and ms zhixian, don't think too much la! (:

2008-08-19T16:18:00.000+08:00

hatred

the feeling is back again.

))):

trying hard.

2008-08-16T16:41:00.000+08:00

can time bring us back to last year?

):

2008-08-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

national day celebration + thanksgiving and honours' night!
it's really funnnnnnn!
especially the thanksgiving night! :D
had a nice time with the people at the table, who were so high.
hahahas.
then after that took class pictures with teachers, among ourselves and did some pranks. :P
wahahahahaha.
-content cannot be disclosed- xD

but it was real fun! and the food was nice, everyone enjoyed the speech by GOH, atmosphere was good,teacher wore nice clothes, esp the female teachers who changed from sports women to elegant ladies, etc etc.
glad that i had a chance to join in this last year. (:

shall tell more tomorrow!

2008-07-24T15:44:00.004+08:00

today is a super funny day! :D
we were supposed to write testimonials for each other, so we had to think of words that compliment our friends.
and naturally, we know our own cliques the best. (:
so i wrote jiayi's first. hahahahahas.
all the good words like honest, demure,elegant, etc dont suit her, made us burst out laughing when we link the word with her. LOLS. (especially gentle xD)
she and regina are HIGHLY VIOLENT, esp, regina.
she threw a stupid eraser over at us, and luckily we were not hit! :P

but hers is very nice one,
some of them are:
Regina has an angelic voice that makes her a good lullably singer.
she has a promising future of becoming a housewife-contributed by jiayi

Jiayi is influential to people around her- she will influence you to eat when you dont feel like eating anything. xD

and xinpei said that jiayi is determined on what she thinks, and i thought that was stubborn! whahahahahas.
lols lols lols.
we laughed like crazy la! especially regina's one, cause combining mine and jiayi's powerful brain that can think of all her GOOD points! :D
and regina wrote the points for me are a bit not like me la, like honest? compassionate?
hahahahahahas.
idiotically funny, and we were talking quite loudly? =P

and jiayi asked me if i am honest and respectful to teachers?
of course i am! not. xD

and i went to buy colourful files again! :D
damn happy when i saw those files, super nice. (:
so today feel super good, with super cooling weather, and cool friends.

:D

on the way back, i thought of this question:
where will we be exactly one year from now?
reminiscing the laughters that we had a year ago?

2008-07-19T11:27:00.002+08:00

weekends! :D

the past week was boring. went through papers. =.=
so had to go through those scary moments of knowing your results.
but theres is still prelims 2. (:

yesterday was a funny day.
we had free period during physics, so we played the 词语接龙 game.
at first it was me and jiayi playing, then she kept coming up with crappy words. LOLS.
so we included an na, xinpei and regina.
then at a point, there was this INTERESTING part:

regina: 灯笼
(then it was jiayi's turn)
jiayi: 龙... ... ... ...
and she began to laugh hysterically and looked at me and said it was pervertic one.
so the word came to my mind,
隆胸!
and the following words came very naturally: 胸罩，罩杯...

hahahas.
it all began with jiayi's pervertic mindset. :P
and when we were going home, she was even more 'funny'.
we alrdy signed out and walked over to the traffic light,
then she suddenly said,
"eh, 我还没有买highlighter!"
so we walked back to school again, then she said,
“今天还没有上厕所lehs!"
so we walked back to the classroom block to satisfy her.
and finally!
when we walked out of school,
she said "哎哟，看我们的小hueyhuei"
and she was waving and grinning to us so happily and smiling so broadly.
so i came to a conclusion:
she must have learnt lip-reading.
:D

2008-07-16T13:16:00.002+08:00

prelims was over last week!
hahas, but i was lag la, so long then blog.
cause went out for shooping, then didnt have the time. ;P

papers were okay, but sciences were a tough la.
but its over. =D

today didnt go to school..
not pon okay?!
went for piano exams. was quite late, cause i didnt really know the place, then ran there lo.
but luckily still got time to rest and cool down. (:
scales were okay, but i kept saying sorry!
hahahahahas.
then pieces were so-so, can pass.
but aural was a bit disgusting la, esp the singing 2 parts phrase and sight singing.
lols. off-pitched sia. xD

2008-06-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

quick post.
prelims 1 next week! ):
cramming quite a lot of things together.
yep, but hope everyone can do well ba, dont disappoint ourselves for the hard work that we had paid for the last 1and half years of studying. :D

加油! we can achieve!

=D

2008-06-20T22:10:00.002+08:00

the feeling of having enough sleep is simply great. :D
went for class chalet yesterday(:
was fun..
so when we reached there, was around evening time, so started to prepare for bbq all these.
began making the squids, and in the end, it was too spicy!
hahahahahahahs. funny when we saw their expressions. =P
then at night, there was a surprise.
lols, its funny, and yingjun and darren not aware of that!
hahah. and the army men beside our chalet were damn good, they provided us with prawns.
and 'shared' their pulsating music with us. =D
and super friendly that they offered alcohol to us too. :O

so yep, they cut the cake, and took pictures, then went in to take class photos. :D
had a nice time pushing them together. :P LOL
but both of them super shy lo.
and took a long time to finish taking the photos.

then quite a lot of people going home,so we accompany them to the bus-stop,
then realised that bus had went off. -.-
so they walked over to mrt, then we went back to chalet. :D
then waited until 12am sharp, we sang birthday song to darren. hahas.
after a while, ck came and we were amazed by his magic poker tricks.
lols, super pro, but after that when we realised the trick behind it, then erm, its quite okay actually. :P
wanted to go out walk walk with an na, then the boys came along, so decided to go for bowling! :D
was fun, cause there weren't many people arnd. lols.
but can only play one game cause they were closing down.
so we went off, and went back, then went to chalet, then to beach to wait for sunrise.
but sadly, there were a lot of lightnings, and when we waited til 5.30am, there werent anything streaks of sunlight yet, so we went back.
and after playing rounds of poker(with forfeit having to drink tap water),
we slept. lols.
at 6.30am. :P

so after that, we really cannot take it, checked out of the room, and went to eat! (:
hahas, and back home!

and today, chiong-ing through homework. ):
hope can finish!
jiayous!

2008-06-11T11:37:00.007+08:00

arise shine concert!
everything was over...
the day began with this:

sec 4s met early at novena to buy donuts for everyone. =D
then it was too early, so went back to eat, then to rp for rehearsals.
then in between there were some unhappiness, but shall not mention. (:

after that, those not having finale item went to eat and tie hair first.
yeah, after rounds of frenzy in the dressing room, make-ups, tie hair, etc.
everyone was ready for the performance.

so we stepped out early, so that we will not be scolded again.
then we wished everyone good luck, and oh man.
it really touched me la. esp the sec 1s.
though they may seemed un-concern at times, but all those that they showed me ytd, it proved that they still cherish.
esp that hug from patricia. hahas, it was truely......
all the encouragements,hugs and everything. =D

but who know those fu*king teachers called me and scolded.
like i am blocking their idiotic way?!
so i guess it was 2 forms of feelings surging up...
hmm, ya.. so couldn't take it.
yep, anyways, thanks jiayi. =D ya, she knows everything.

performance. i think it was pretty okay, just the canon in d was a bit er, disastrous?
hahas, but anyways, everyone put in their best. =D
so went back changing room, and thanks for everyone's concerns.
yep, didnt want to mention it cause there was no need to.

after that took lots of pictures, then while the others went for finale item, we carried guzhengs up the bus.
it was raining so the task was more demanding.
but we did it. =D
in bus, at first it was all silence, then the sec 1s started asking me some ques, and like suddenly the whole bus was shouting and talking at the same time.
i became their topic. =.=
and THANKS to joannas and jiayi man, that i had to suffer under their interrogations.
hahahs.

carried back to WOW room, settld everything then took cab home.

last performance of the secondary life.
hmm, at first tried to control by not thinking of it, but when i saw how the sec 1s really put inefforts and etc,
it made me feel like performing with them again.
it was the first and the last performance with the sec 1s, and all the others.
arrgh. ):
sad.
all the memories, fun, laughters that we had together.
and thanks for all the seniors who came back to help!
it was really great to have you all there, cause you all helped to liven up the atmosphere! =D
jiayi too! for helping out soo much, and ya, you know it de. (:
SORRY also!
hahas, and my husband/wife who announced so loudly like er... undescriable la.
but anyways, thanks! =D

thanks for the msg-es that wished us good lucks too! :D

see ya everyone on next wed! (:

with sec 1s =D

more picutres! =D

2008-06-01T02:40:00.003+08:00

last week had been....... tormenting.
extended lessons, guzheng practices, concert rehearsals, SPA exams....
packed fully.
and somemore had to plan practice for everyone during guzheng, cause teacher was not here.
so much so that i feel like getting out of the concert, just going home and have a good sleep.
and hoping that the concert is the next day, so that we dont have to continue the tiring routine again.
it sucks, really.
台上一分钟，台下十年功
it really means so much during this period.

but anyways, teacher came back on thurs, so next week's practice wont be so tiring(for me) anymore.
at least teacher will be able to guide us along more.
and one more week to the concert, so its the last week of practice that we are having?

one more week of extended lessons. one more week of guzheng practice. one more week of hardwork and fatigue.

until then... ...

i think we will be reminiscing it, rather than dreading it.

cherish!

2008-05-25T22:47:00.002+08:00

thoughts overflowing...

finished watching the charity show held in support of the si chuan earthquake.
touching and saddening.
to see each child with so much hope in their future, yet they have to part and walk their way up to heaven.
unberable thoughts when you even think that your loved ones and your friends are leaving you, and you may be last to live on in the midst of the debris.

):

life is unfair.

2008-05-23T20:29:00.003+08:00

finally! task accomplished!
we finished teaching all the sec 1s how to play 2 songs.. hahahs.
and so, maybe on monday we may be playing together, weell. depends on their hardwork.
yes, its worth celebrating because we took so much time to teach them, and without teachers, we can only make amendments on the spot. =D
but glad that we did it..
so we had put in our efforts, and it now depends on them to brush up their skills. (:

hmm today in school is super boring, shldnt have gone la.
sat through the cyberwellness workshop, in which i think apparently nobody was listening =P
then had free periods till the end of day. =.=
waste time.

people are coming back from taman negara trip and nanjing trip!
hahas, the sec 3s and wenmin are coming back! (:
i think monday's practice will be fun!

checked out the GSS, and yes, tomorrow going orchard for a bigggg shopping spree before our week starts with having extended lessons! hahas.
:D

i wonder why some people are just so insensitive.
the efforts people had put in, its okay that you reject it, but do you have to write such words?

2008-05-22T20:05:00.002+08:00

didnt go to school today... (:
our class got 16people didnt go, lols.
nice record la, last time was 11 people only. hahahhas.

anyways, this morning my mum received a call from teacher. =.=
then she asked me to go school immediately, but i didnt care, so i went library to study with anna and yongmei. =D
studied geog. was boring la, while reading through physical geog,but no choice.

after that had lunch, then i went to school first for guzheng. (:

today was nice and fun, cause the sec 1s managed to play the songs alrdy. a big feat man.
then we started to teach them how to carry guzhengs all these.
i am a bit sicko, so asked them to carry the guzhengs from 4th floor to 2nd floor, then go back up again to carry the "legs".
after that, asked them to carry up to 4th level again and taught them the formality of performance all these. =D
they are a bunch of cute people. (:
timed them on laying out the stage plan also.
hmmm. successful.
its only to prepare them for more intensive training that are yet to come. =P

sec 3s went to taman on tues, so guzheng this week was without them..
hmm, quite empty and quiet la.. hahahas. not the usual talkings and chattings all these.
miss taman camp a lot.
they will sure have a lot to share when they come back.
fun fun and more fun.

tomorrow marks the end of semester 1, but sec 4s still have 2 more weeks to go back to school
+ intensive training and rehearsals for arise shine concert.
around 3 weeks later.
busy schedule.

realised that some people dont practise what they preach. hahas.

2008-05-16T23:29:00.002+08:00

Dining Etiquette today...
the many rumours that had been over this for the past few weeks had finally ended. =D
yes, we went to the grassroot's club near our school. hahas
the food cannot make it, ambience was still quite okay.
took 4E class photos after everything.. yep, had to smile like for every cameras on the table. lols.
then we girls took too =D
almost full attendance.. rare case. lol

shall blog more about it tomorrow.
its a long weekend ahead! :D

2008-05-11T14:55:00.002+08:00

yesterday went for nanyang girls high's guzheng performance..
we reached there by bus, but didnt know how to walk.
so its like a group of us walking along the streets up and down, when we realised that it was directly beside njc. arrgh.
me and elaine's legs were hurting like hell. lols. because of the shoes.

so reached there, waited for a while, then went in..
ms and, a chinese teacher, ms chung and mr ng(cheng yee) came along also.

their performance was....... ok i think.
not really very perfect, because there were weird sounds while they played jay chou's songs.
their syf songs was good though. =D
but their finger movement and body movement not very coordinated, lols. and it proved to us that wehave to ensure this coordination in our performance cause it looks really weird from the audience's point of view.
found a lot of learning points, and made a lot of conclusions. hahas. :D

also realised that during performance, its better not to play songs that are very artistic, cause audience will not appreciate it, and will tend to fall asleep, like a lullaby. :P

after that, walked to take a bus back to amk, then separated ways from there.
sec 3s going for taman trip on 20th may..

memories! (:

2008-05-07T19:40:00.002+08:00

a word that can lead to laughters, and yet, anger.
don't "assume". =P

lessons were fun, cause it was fully packed with triple- science. (:
now teachers are busy with practical skill 3, had one almost every day.
but during chem, mrs teo was angry because of the pronunciation that she made, in which we laughed?
there was sort of a misundertanding in between, cause the boys tried to explain, but to no avail.
so she left the classroom in a huff, asking us to complete the wks she gave us.
and then we realised she was really angry.
and finally, she came back again, and we stood and apologised.
hahahas. bright day after the rain. =D

lessons this 2 weeks are more fun and enriching.
because there wasno homeroom system going on, so we can stay in the classroom for the whole day.
good because i can just stuff everything under the tables and dont need to carry around. (:

how i wish they will continue their exams for another 6months until we graduate, so that we wont have homeroom system.

2008-05-03T10:08:00.002+08:00

went on a shopping spree with mum and cousin on labour day! =D
spent a lot, and shopped from 12noon to 10pm. hahahas.
walked from raffles city-marina square-suntec city-bugis-amk- back home.
enjoyed nice food that day too. (:
a day when i could shop till drop dead.

yesterday, during pe played a game called Dracula?
yep, initially wanted to play bball with the boys, and all the girls against them.
but apparently, the boys were the only ones playing.
so mr ong suggested that.
fun. =D

after school went out with yongmei, an na, zhiheng and keatonn in search of clothes.
walked from bugis street- far east- wisma.
but ym cannot find anything suitable.
yep, then i went to collect my phone after servicing. =D
reached home at 8pm. ):
was too tired to do anything so just slacked and watched tv. hahas.

2008-04-30T19:04:00.002+08:00

updates of the week. (:
yesterday had chinese paper..
super tough paper. cluster paper, but didnt expect it to be so chimm.
i was chiong-ing my way through last few pages cause i only had 1 hr to complete 8 ques plus summary.
hahas. (the first hr was slowly taking my time to read the passage. lols. =P)

after that, went out with jiayi to two places, then see and look around. =D

the whole school is having mid-year but we are not. (:
but we also not enjoying life either. much hw waiting to be done.

yes. today had science quiz, and since it is "sponsored" by our school (and we wont be able to win anyways).... .....................
i ti-kamed through the ques and slept on the table while looking at other people. =D
people walking past the room, etc.

holiday tomorrow! (:

2008-04-19T17:44:00.002+08:00

alone at home.. (:
yet again.
hahas. brother and mum went for wedding dinner at malaysia, so left me.
and dad also, but he will be working late, so its still me. ):

not that i mind a lot anyways, cause the whole house belongs to me, and i do whatever i like...
switching on the radio loudly, etc etc. =D

just that those stupid lizards better dont come out at night, or else i will be locking inside my room. lols.

just now went out to eat alone, and some random questions i thought of:

what will happen if you can't find a place to sit after you have ordered your food?
will you (a) look for any places(including sharing with other people) and just sit down, even though they may be looking at you.
(b) but the tray of uneaten food in the tray collector side and just walk off
(c) stand around, walk around and praying for a miracle for a place to sit down.

ponder about it! =D

2008-04-12T11:46:00.002+08:00

(: this week has finally passed.
all the tests cleared, and next week there is only a amaths test. =D
so can sort of relax a bit...

these few days, didnt feel like talking, but rather, was thinking a lot.
uncontrollable. like some things i see can lead to many thoughts.
then they were saying i becoming emo-ly?

i replied them, no.
but thinking of it, i also dont know if i really am or just some low periods of life..

and i realised that our lives are independant on ourselves.
so it depends on how and what we want to do...
though its quite difficult to achieve. hahas.

coming home and rest and talk and do whatever i like is currently what i enjoy most, rather than going to school i think. =D

2008-04-05T00:42:00.002+08:00

parents going to 扫墓 in malaysia this weekends... ):
so will be left alone with brother for these few days, but mostly i will be home alone cause he has work. )))):

i find that sometimes i read too much into things, but i cannot seemed to control my thoughts...
just hope that everything gets off the next day..

...

and may my parents' trip be safe...

2008-04-04T19:24:00.004+08:00

back! =D

been quite busy with school lately...

especially with those sudden tests that come up.

but school had been quite enjoyable anyways. (:

international friendship day celebration today..

realised our school really lacks of a lot lot of things.

and disrespectful to the presenters.

think it will get a while before they realise how much hardwork is put in behind the glamourous performance that you see on stage.

had napfa test also.. quite okay, left with last station: shuttle run. (:

last week's chapel was nice, cause there came a very pretty gal who had a nice voice also.

enjoyed her singings. =D

guzheng practices...

quite okay, just practising on new song to play on june 10 concert.

anyways, i have a group of juniors that really rock. =D

love bickering with them. =P

chinese lessons after assembly was fun, cause we didnt have normal lessons but 猜谜 =D

o'levels is nearing, graduation service is 3/10!

so fast la! so, cherish each and everyday you have in school.. (:

thoughts that cannot be voiced out are weighing down on me....

what should i really do to get rid of this feeling?

2008-03-21T20:43:00.002+08:00

first week of school has just passed by...
nothing much, just enjoyed back to school, hahas.
had a change of timetable though.
and i will be dreading thurs every week cause it is the most boring of the week, with all humanities and languages.. ):

today went to junhao's hse to do the eng project with yongmei and yancheng.
i think the others were not free.
so started work........
finally completed, and we excitedly played dai-di.. =D
after that, started playing mahjong, but i dont know how to play, so just sat at watched..

after lunch which his mum kindly prepared, me and ym left first.
went to look for dress that was compulsory to buy for the presentation.

finally, both of us bought the dresses! :D
troublesome thing off my load.

went home, then went out again for dinner at ichiban sushi. (:
enjoyed it.

my brother going for night cycling, and wont be home. ):
no one to accompany me to watch tv at night...........

2008-03-15T12:20:00.002+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmm...
i dont understand why it is so difficult to understand someone,when it is so obvious.

going out later! (:

2008-03-14T15:31:00.001+08:00

some people are just oblivious to what other people are thinking.
and they just care about themselves.

2008-03-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

didnt update for quite some time..
holidays going to end soon.
but our holidays are not much like holidays anyways.
because there is a whole load of hw to be done. =/

anyways
today had chem SPA
yep, was okay i think...
managed to complete in short time, then checked through.. =D
but that teacher was really crazy today..
lameshit la him, want us to put hps into bag..
hahas.

after that, had math remedial.. (:
then went for lunch with an na, cheryl, choonkeat and zhiheng at cwp
cause all of us stay arnd the area.. hahas.
pizzahut's pasta sucks. lols
disgusting cheesy smell.
)=

i cant upload photos! arrgh

2008-03-08T23:20:00.003+08:00

yay! we rock! =D
hahas, today was the official CARNIVAL that we had been preparing from the start of last week... (:

actually, intensive building up of games room only started 2 days ago...
hahas. but it was really fun and dark la! like, the whole class room is really turned into a maze, and dark and eerie..
espcially in the night.
had a hard time touching up all the left behinds ytd night, and making sure everything will work today...
so ytd had trial runs, etc etc...
super tired.

then today morning...
reached school at 6.25am...
and realised that no one was there, even though the agreed meeting time was 6.30am!
hahas. thats 4E...
then yongmei came, so we just walked arnd the food and games stall.
realised the posters and banners came toppling down...
so put them all back...

after that, skipped the boring morning assembly, stayed in class to do last checks..
then carnival started!
people began to stream in continuously, and the first few rounds the "scarers" still not familiar, so took quite a long time..
but after is okay...
oh ya, our class damn cool de la!
like almost everyone tending the games stall will have a tag..
so we got our "scarers" tag... lols.

stayed there like for the whole carnival, except in between breaks and lunching...
then the rest was spent inside there hiding and scaring people.=P
time flew past veryvery quickly, like we were inside attending to the groups of people, and didnt realise that it was near to evening time when everything started to end off.. (:

after that, 7.30pm!
we officially closed the stall! =DDDD
we started ripping off everything that we built up with lots lots lots of garbage bags and tapes..
its like, everyone went crazy, especially the boys...
hahhaahahas. so in a short time, everything came down... lols.
and they started the ball throwing fight. =D
cleared everything up in the classroom and also the food stall stuffs.
we were fast in clearing up everything. :D

had many many class photos taken! =D
everyone was in high mood la, so there were a lot of laughters here and there.
=)

though was really tired out through the process, but can really see that the whole class participated in it in a way or another,.
that rocks cause there is the presence of team-spirit and unity! :D
and we really really spent lots of efforts in building the maze, an somemore still got the ball pit la!
damn cool. (:

yes, we have all worked hard for this carnival, and lets just hope that the school will reward us for our hard work. though i dont think they will.
but at least the process is fun and enjoyable... :D

its a nice way to end our term 1, and to start on the first day of the march holidays.
enjoyable and unforgettable. (:
4Endurance'08 rocks!

2008-03-04T20:58:00.002+08:00

sunday!
rushed to city hall to meet rudder buck for dinner! =D
hahas. it was nice at NYNY!
the atmosphere was good, and of course, the rudder bucks made it better... (:
ivan treated us, and we had a sumptous dinner...

the card and jigsaw puzzle were nice and meaningful too.
thanks lots! (:

after that, walked to esplanade..
that stupid sj was telling(boasting) to me about his trip to USA today, with amkss band.

then walked arnd, and saw many couples over there.
so suggested to ivan about this good dating place.. HAHAHHAHS.
:P
we are such good friends right? =P

then walked back, and trained back.
though the time was short, but had loads of laughter! (:
hahas.

it rocks to have such a group of good friends!
thanks! =D

2008-03-02T23:54:00.002+08:00

thanks for everything tonight, RUDDER BUCKS committee! =DD

我们不熟，我们超搭(chao ta). HAHAHAS.

update more tomorrow! (:

2008-03-01T20:38:00.003+08:00

shouldn't have ran ytd's 2.4km run during PE... =/
muscles are in excruciating pain now...
hahas.
and my phlegm was stuck at my throat while running ytd, couldnt breathe properly..
so this means that next week will have to run again.
wasted my time and efforts ytd.. ):

ytd stayedback for the JJfair thing also..
with jiayi, zhiheng and darren.
was puzzled and surprised that how come this year they actually demanded for so much information from us, for both games an food stalls
like they asked about the food we selling, hygiene areas, profit, cost,etc etc
they didn't ask so much during our sec1 carnival right..
its quite troublesome actually, and some have to think on the spot to the answer the teacher's ques. hahas.

today:
nothing much to do... spent much time slacking..
went out to have dinner, then walked around the area, but was boring la..
and also went to make specs..
hahas. my old specs are like distorted.. and blur and has lots of scratches on it..
so decided to change it. =D

i just saw my dad after 3 days...

2008-02-26T19:54:00.002+08:00

summary of the past few days(:

sunday
had a bday celebration for feb babies. =D
so went to meet them at yishun, then went for bowling..
people who went were: me, xinpei, yongmei, clara, lijia, chiagek, jiacai, darren, daniel, jianwei, eugene and choonkeat.

had to wait for 1/2 hr cause safra club was quite packed on the weekends.
bowling was fun, maybe cause didnt really bowl for quite a long time, so quite enjoyed the process of throwing the ball, even though it goes into the gutter.. hahahas.
and our class de people are pro de... after the 1st game, everyone started to have strikes, spare, etc.

after that, went to clara's hse to have dinner-cum cutting the cake..
jiayi came.
hahas. the cake was nice. =D
then the gambling dens opened and started to play with the cards.
in the midst of it, we were actively participating in the discussion of _____. =P
very hilarious.
after that, some of them went home... while the rest stayed to play cards till 10pm.. (:

thanks to them for making my birthday such a nice one. :D
really appreciated it. (:

and thanks to the following who have wished me and/or have given me presents:
jiayi, xinpei, regina, chiagek, yongmei, lijia, clara, an na, huiting, cheryl, jessica, yingjun, zhiheng, keatonn, darren, eugene, joash, shimin, liangzhu, weiting, loretta, eileen, elaine, oriana, joannas, pohshen, huaipin, lixuan, chiangmei, claudia, zhirong, siangyee, ivan, pris, liquan, yihui...

thanks a lot! =D

2008-02-22T19:36:00.002+08:00

COMMON TESTS ARE FINNNNAAAALLLYYY OVEERRRR! =D

the feeling of not needing to rush through the night or the chapters tested rocks!
but today chem paper.. i think i did quite badly for it. ):
dont know why, but guess i will score quite badly for it la...
hais. no point fretting over such things.
after that, went with jiayi to watch kung fu dunk.
we each occupied a couple seat(:
was verycomfortable, and the show was quite good and touching till the end.
but not many people watched it. hahas.

then went to buy yongmei's present.. saw ck they all slacking in nebo.
so he went with us to buy presents..
jiayi's sister and regina also joined us later..
and that jiayi, bluffed me that she was going home! hahas.

went to buy wrapping papers, then on the way home, had a really strong feeling of keeping a diary of things happenning everyday, cause i dont want to live a life of trying hard to remember and not having anything to read on in the future. (:

carnival tickets... will try to sell as much as possible, then bring to school on monday, to shut HER mouth. hahas.
and asking my aunt to go company to sell also.
hope can sell at least 1 booklet.. (:

2008-02-17T12:19:00.002+08:00

cousins on the left and niece on the right.. (:
lols. cute right? =D

2008-02-17T01:55:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAS.
i just found ouuuttt something! =D

2008-02-17T01:28:00.002+08:00

short post for the night.. (:
cousins just went home, cause they came to bai nian.
then ate quite a lot and ordered pizzas all these. =D
but have to study physics, so not much in the mood to entertain.. hahas.

tomorrow then upload all the pictures in my cam and hp!

/when you look from afar, you realise that the picture is pretty and magnificient.
and yet, when you step close to take a look, you will be shocked to realise the number of flaws that are hidden in it. /

isn't that so true about people and life?

2008-02-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

back from grandma's hse!! =DD
yes, it was wayyyy better than previous years, because almost all the families were back for reunion, and though my 2nd uncle came back on the friday, but it was still fun.. (:

first 2 days were boring, but managed to play some card games with cousins.. hahas.
i have a bunch of 爱赌 cousins. xD
they can practically play at any place, then place their bets and start playing.
lols.
then 3rd night was the best.
cause all the cousins came, we went to bai nian.. had lots of fun.
around 25people went together, so it required 3cars to go.. hahas.
that night, the adults and the kids "combined" the gambling den and my uncle came up with a super good idea:

those who gets 21点，blackjack, must donate 1dollar to the box.

and at the end of it, a total of 116dollars was collected!(:
and so all of us went to eat roti prata at arond 12midnight.
lols, coolness. (:

and i was hooked on the the SCV!
hahaas, watched a lot of taiwanese programmes, like 金曲奖, concert performances all these.

yep, so this year is heartwarming, nice, fun...
and my aunt went to hospital ytd morning cause she was going to deliver her baby!
lols, the 4th baby! =D
so next year, there will be a new member to the family again!

oh yes, we also put firecrackers and fireworks! hahas.
super nice. shall upload the video next time!